I finally realized how pathetic people are. My co-workers try and persuede to me that i am their friend, when really, they bitch at me; try and control me, and do stuff i dont even like to do. I guess i lost all my friends in the process of being with chris. Which, now, i can see happened for a good reason. I realized that my old friends never really cared about me, but i cared about them. I would call them, they would never call me, situation. But i guess they leave for a reason.
I am happy to be with my man, but angry at the people who left me unanswered as to why they didnt want to hang out anymore. The i realized, they were all into partying, drugs and alcohol. 2 things my mom did, and i dont want in my life. So to see the the ever living God had a reason to take those people out of my life, i am proud of. No one is going to read this, and i dont care. It is a good thing to have your thoughts out and about. Just to say, good bye to the world i once knew and enjoyed, and step into another chapter, with more people that accept me from being different and "preppy?"
I hate how girls are a pain in the ass. If you have an office filled with girls; most are catty, very 2 faced, fake and just unrealistic. I deal with it because the income is great. If you dont like doing what they do, they dont want to talk to you. If you talk about something one day, they will turn on your back and go hang out with that same person. So jobs, if you want to gain a higher position, make sure to be better than the others, be reliable and dont fall for any bull shit. only listen to your manager and notify the manager of anything that pisses you off. The more they know, they more they respect you and want you to become better
So, goodbye to my past. Friends, family affairs, ect.